Before A levels, all i wanted was a place in university. Any university is fine for me, tho secretly i was aiming for NTU biz. So results came, then I realised i missed the 10th percentile for 2010 by a bit. But i thought that bit was rather significant. So yeah, changed my target to SMU's biz because its grade profile was loewr hence easier to get in. Months after A levels, we finally received our application outcomes/offers. The first one I got was NTU biz. Damnnnnn i was so happy! Okay, slightly bitter because they rejected my first choice of accountancy. You may ask, why did i even put accountancy in the first place? Two reasons. My parents and I felt that it was a more professional degree hence a safer one compared to general biz. Second, I thought it sounded more cool, like atas. Dont roll your eyes at me tsk. But I was still estatic upon receiving the offer of biz from NTU. As days passed, friends around me started to receive their offers. And most of them were applying for Science courses except Wanyi. And yup they all got their sci/pharmacy places in NUS while Wanyi got her NUS biz. hm. okay. I was feeling a little dejected. NUS offered me science, my third choice. Was a teeny weeny bit happy that I got the offer, but then science wasnt what I wanted. I have never considered doing science in uni before. So for two days after i received the NUS offer, I kept thinking if i should just do science instead. Reason? I really wanted to get into that 'branded' school. I mean, Its aes, then cj. I've never like proved to myself that althought im a rather stupid slow person, with hardwork i CAN do as well. I wanted to feel proud of my academic achievements. I wanted recognition. But one major reason was me being afraid of, being forgotten. All my closest friends are going to the same school. Can you imagine? Lunch together, school events together etc. Its like cj all over again. yes, everybody will have their own friends alr but at least its way easier for them to meet up right? Sigh, I dont want it to be another aes where after school I drifted away like crazy. I pray that my friends dont forget me when they're all happy in NUS, that they still have sibei in NTU... Dad asked me to appeal. He said no harm trying. Oh well, yeah im gonna try appealing, tho keeping my hopes really low to cushion my disappointment heh. But i know, my parents are already freaking happy with NTU biz. So just when I was definitely going for Biz, SMU's accountancy offer came. Im like, okay what the shit how now. It took me only 1.5 days to figure out that, nope im not going to SMU. I may say its far and all (It really is compared to NTU,NUS), but the major reason is the impression of the school thats formed in my head. Call me shallow and all la, I think Im really shallow as well. I hope i can stop having such illogical thinking asap.

So okay, 99% NTU biz now :) unless my 1% appeal is successful hahaha.

YAY JUST GOT OUR PAY!! wheee tho its damn little this month sigh. But fret not! because may is the OT chiong sai month so may's pay is gonna be damn huge babeh!! :D

AND DOUBLE YAY ITS WEDNESDAY TODAY I.E FREDY DAY HEHE. cant wait for class later!! lady gaga's 'Judas' oooooooo ^^ nola. idk the song hahahahaha